I was born in the Netherlands, in a family where hard work was a way of life. Yet my soul always whispered of something different, a life beyond striving, beyond expectation, into the subtle, unseen, and deeply felt.

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For years, I tried to silence that whisper. I pushed, I achieved, I kept going until my body finally made me stop. Chronic fatigue became my doorway to another way of living. My body became my guide, my mirror, my teacher. It showed me that pushing wasn’t the answer. I was being asked to surrender, to soften, to trust.

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Perhaps you know this too, that quiet call from your body, urging you to pause, to listen, to come home to yourself.

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Then life called me even deeper. A diagnosis of bone marrow cancer, right as the world went into lockdown, invited me to meet my longing to heal, to claim my own path and to trust the process of healing. Even when it came in forms I had not chosen or expected.

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In this journey, I faced a profound soul wound: the suppression of the Divine Feminine within me. With the loving presence of the Divine Mother, and especially Mother Mary, I learned to care for my pain, nurture my nervous system, and come home to my soul. Even the tension I carried in my spine, something I had always taken for granted, began to speak. Its magnetic pull, both challenging and potent, became a doorway to healing and deeper understanding of energy.

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What once felt like weakness became my compass. My sensitivity became my strength. My body, my temple. And sacred self-love my path home.
 

From this deep embrace of my Self, my Soul Dreams began to unfold.

Today, I am living the life my soul once only whispered about:
rooted in Bali with my loving family,
raising my son in a home of presence and possibility, nurturing a conscious partnership
and leading a soul-aligned business where I guide others into their own healing and remembrance.

My life is proof that your dreams are not too much.They are the map your soul already holds.